Julie Pauline Lindsley

1967 - 2005
LocationLeeds
Age37 years
Date of Birth18/10/1967
Date of Death02/02/2005
Visitors2,376 since 15/09/2007
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Julie Pauline Lindsley (Ryans)
sadly passed away Feb 2 2005 Age 37, of Armley Leeds.
Dearly loved Daughter,Wife, Mother, Auntie, Sister, Sister in law and New Granma.x
Julie you were the nicest person anyone could meet. You made everyone laugh and was always there
when i needed to talk.
God took you too soon, You had so much to live for. I still dont know how we are coping without you
Julie, You were my rock.
You are the best sister i could have wished for, we laughed, we cryed, we had our fall outs, but
they never lasted long, we always made up. I wish i could change things and have you home again with
us. i still dont know what to do without you, even after nearly 3 years. You weren\'t only my
sister, You were my best friend.
Miss and think of you everyday.
Lisa xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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HEAVEN'S GROCERY STORE

I was walking down life's highway a long time ago
One day i saw a sign that read ' HEAVENS GROCERY STORE'
As i got a little closer, the door came wide open
And when I came to myself, I was standing inside.

I saw a host of ANGELS. ... who were standing everywhere,
one handed me a basked and said, My Child - shop with care.
Everything a human needed was in that grocery store.
And - all you could'nt carry you could come back the next day for more.

First I got some PATIENCE, LOVE was in the same row.
Further down was UNDERSTANDING: you need that everywhere you go.
I got a box or two of WISDOM, a bag or two of FAITH,
I couldnt miss the HOLY GHOST, for it was all over the place.
I stopped to get some strength
And ... courage to help me run life's race.

But then my basket was getting full
But I remembered I needed some GRACE.
I didnt forget SALVATION, for SALVATION it was free
So I tried to get enough of that to save both your and me.
Then I started up to the counter to pay my grocery bill,
For I thought I had everything to do the MASTER'S will.

As I went up the aisle, I saw PRAYER: and I just had to put that in,
For I knew when I stepped outside, I would run into sin.
PEACE and JOY were plentiful - they were there on the last shelf,
SONG and PRAISE were hanging near - so I just helped myself.

The I said to my angel, ' Now , how much do I owe?'
He smiled and said. ' Just take them everywhere you go.'
Again, I smiled and said, 'How much do I owe you?'
He smiled again and said

MY CHILD, GOD PAID YOUR BILL A LONG,LONG TIME AGO.


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YOU CAN SHED TEARS

You can shed tears that she is gone
Or you can SMILE because she lived

You can close your eyes and pray that she will come back
Or you can open your eyes and see all she has left

Your heart can be empty becuse you cant see her
Or you can be full of love you shared

You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday

You can remember her and only that she is gone
Or you can cherish her memory and let it LIVE ON

You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back
(Like personally i have done..... i have been mad, angry cross and just excuse the french the helling..... that my precious so young daughter was TAKEN TRAGICALLY AWAY FROM ME)
But i am trying................ trying so very hard.................
to smile
to try open my eyes
to love
and trying yes trying to go on.....................< br />


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HOW LONG WILL IT TAKE TO GET OVER IT?

How long will it take to get over the feeling of sorrow?
A lifetime.

How long will I continue to feel guilty?
As long as it takes you to realize you did NOTHING WRONG.

How long will it take me to get over my anger?
As long as it will take you to stop blaming yourself and others, and try realize it was the combination of unpredictable happenings that occur in one's lifetime.

Why do some friends give such horrid advice?
To cover upr their own inability to handle the situation.

Will i ever be happy again and be able to laugh?
An emphatic YES

How Long is long?
As long as it takes for you to go through the process.
Each individual has his or her own timetable, but it is up to you to make the decision when to start healing........


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One more........ the last but not least for all my very very special GONE TO SOON FRIENDS whom have given love, care and support.....

Thank you...
Thank you .....


I FORGOT

I forgot what life is all about... I forgot what it meant to cry..
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesnt make you happy..
And pretending to be smart doesnt make you smart...
I forgot that you cant FORGET the past in fear of the future..
I forgot that you cant control falling in love... and you cant make yourself fall in loe....
I learned that it is okay to mess up and it is okay to ask for HELP .... and it is okay to fell like HELL.
I have learnt that sometimes the things you want MOST , you just CANT HAVE.
I learnt that the greatest thing in life is not the parties or the hook-ups.......
ITS THE FRIENDSHIPS which means taking chances......
I have learnt that the things we want to forget, are the things we need to talk about .....

SO, this is a THANK YOU FOR ALL MY FRIENDS - my GONE TOO SOON FRIENDS..... for ALWAYS BEING THERE

May God bless you all - May he Hold you tight and give you the strength that we dont have during our bereavement...
but seeing a message on a candle lit up - or a photo or a tribute........ THAT IS WHAT HELPS US ..... Yes .... that is what helps us get through the day....... through the week....

I wish you all and to all our angels a beautiful, peaceful weekend - chat again next soon...

Love to all the family
love Alison xxxxxxxxxxxx

Alison Evans April 11, 2008

god only takes the best x

hi ya mate

miss you so much u will never no.
all kids doing fine, charlottes started work on a saturday, u can just imagine wot its like getting her out of bed cant u? lol
r lele is turning into a lovely little mother, ur grand-daughter julie-anne is crawling now and has two teeth. you got to keep ur eye on her now all the time she is everywhere.
r bobbie is really enjoying nursery shes turning into a right little madam.
Anyway babz got to go and take r bobbie to bed now so ill send u my love as always and we all miss you so so much.

Love u loads
Lisa
xxxx

Lisa (Sister) April 5, 2008

**WORDS OF THANKS FROM MY MUM**JAYNE

I APPRECIATE MY FRIENDS ON G.T.S.
AND THINK OF YOU WITH PLEASURE,
YOUR THOUGHTFULLNESS IS LOVELY,
BUT ITS YOUR FRIENDSHIP THAT I TREASURE.

I HOPE TO BE BACK VERY SOON,AND WANT TO SAY THANKYOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.IV ASKED ANNALEYSE YO DO THIS FOR ME AS IM NOT UP TO IT AT THE MOMENT,I CANNOT LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SCREEN,TV ETC,AS MY HEAD IS STILL BAD,BUT I CARNT WAIT TO BE BACK TO NORMAL ,SHARING MY THOUGHTS AND VERSES WITH YOU AND YOUR DEAR LOVED ONES,GOD BLESS YOU AND GOD BLESS YOUR ANGELS,I MISS YOU ALL.MY DAUGHTER IS A GREAT HELP TO ME JUST NOW,AND EVEN THOUGH SHES GOT TO DO THIS FOR ME I JUST COULDNT THANK YOU LOVELY PEOPLE,AND NOT GIVE HER A MENTION,IM SURE HER GRANDAD IS WATCHING OVER HER,AND IS VERY PROUD OF THE PERSON SHES BECOME,SO THANKYOU SWEETHEART,AND I LOVE YOU.YOUR ALL SO KIND,LOVE JAYNE,XXX

Jayne Daughter Of Lewis Baker (Friend) April 3, 2008

Broken Hearted
Please shed no tears for me
For I am safe and well
For I have left the material
In the Spirit world I now do dwell

I know the pain you are going through
For I see it in your face
I miss you all so terribly
Be assured I am in a better place

I was pleasantly surprised to find
As I stepped through the heavenly door
The amount of people that greeted me
That I hadn't seen before

When you get over the initial shock
Remember these words I've said
Be comforted in the knowledge
That I am very much alive not dead

I am just like nature
I have shed my material husk
The overcoat I once wore
Will disintegrate and turn to dust

God has granted all eternal life
And that includes you and me
We shall meet in Gods paradise
As soon as your spirits free

Alison Evans March 29, 2008

Life

♥♥ Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets ♥♥
♥♥ Love the people that treat you right ♥♥
♥♥ Forget the ones that don't ♥♥
♥♥ Believe that everything happens for a reason ♥♥
♥♥ If you get a chance - Take it ♥♥
♥♥ If it changes your life - Let it ♥♥
♥♥ Nobody said it would be easy ♥♥
♥♥ They just promised it would be worth it ♥♥

Joanna Staten (Friend) March 20, 2008

Thinking of you

How much do we miss you, more than words can say. The memories you left us are with us everyday. We speak your name often and play your favourite tunes and lots of wonderful memories fill the entire room. We know you're all around us, watching from up above. Guiding us everyday and showering us with love.

Joanna Staten (Friend) March 13, 2008

Our Gary x

Hi Sis,
Just a little note,
Will you give our Gary a big hug and love from me,
18 years since he left us today.
Still miss him as much as i miss you:(
Just let him no he is still in my heart and ill never forget him.
I still tell the kids about him too, eventhough they never met him.
Our Liam would have got on with him so well cause my mam says he is just like our Gary, A loveable rogue.
Anyway got to go now.
Just send him all my love and my Dad too.

Missing you all with all my heart.

Ill never forget you all.
Love Lisa
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Lisa (Sister) March 4, 2008

Miss Yoou So Much..x!

Hey Mum =]

Ope Yah Okiies
Guna Come && See You Thru Week =]
Just 4rt Ad Say Happy Mothers Dai
Sorry It A Day Late
Burt Dint coem on comp yest hehe!
well mum
i miss you so so so mch its untruee
its nort the same with out you eya with us =[
Best go gotta go do my bedroom haha!

Miss & Love You So Much

Always in my heart
Neva Forgotten =]

Num1 Mum =]

I ♥ YOUxX

Charlottexxx (Mother) March 3, 2008

miss you sooo much x

Hi Sis.
Still thinking of you all the time,
Still carn't get my head round the fact ur not comming home.
Miss you sooo much :(
The three girls are doing fine,
Missing you also like mad.
Well its mothers day tmoz and its going to be hard for them as always.
I do my best for them, but i'm not you. And all they want is you.
If i could turn back time, i'd do it to bring you back and let everything be back to how it was, but i carn't.
We all miss you so much its hard to explain,
Our lifes will never be the same now your not here.
Our Bobbie made you a mothers Day card at school :)
Its lovely, i just wish you were here to take it from her little hands. She still sings twinkle twinkle little star to you up in the sky. I will never let the girls forget what a wonderful mum,Daughter and sister you were.
You are in our thoughts every second of every day, We all miss you with all our hearts.

Love and miss you forever,
Your heart broken sister,
Lisa x
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Lisa (Sister) March 1, 2008

Neva ForGotten =[ x

Hey Mum Hope You All Good =]
Sorry Aint Been On 4 A While Am On Now So All Good =]
Started College Again Yesturdaii HaHa!
Like It A Lot Better Now =]
Bobbie-Leigh Loves School Says She Goin On The WeekEnd HaHa! Bless Her..Leanne Is All Good Two =]
Help Owt Wiith Julie-Anne All Time =]
Mothers Dai Soon Wont Be Same As It Use To =[
Burt I Will Be Coming Up To See You Dont Worry =]
Dint Evan Get Owt 4 Valentines Dai Lmao!
Nort Evan A Card lol!
Gord I Miss You Its Nort The Same With You Nort Been Here No More =[
Want You Back Burt I Carnt Bring You Back Wish I Could =]
I Love You Soo Much Mum Words Carnt Explain =)
Carnt Believe They Took Some One Like You Awai From Us =[
Newho Im Guna Go Now Need To Get Readi
Al Alwais Be Thinkin ABowt You Mum =]

Love You Soo Soo Much

Miss You Alwaiis =( ='(

R.I.P Worlds Best Mum =)

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Charlottexxx (Mother) February 20, 2008
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